I find it amusing that after a few beers we all manage to become deep philosophical thinkers. Well the people I drink with anyway. And so last night after a few rounds of drinks and dancing I decide that it’s time I start taking what I want for myself. It’s a skill we dialoguers acquire over time. Apparently according to Priya I’m 95% there, I just need that extra bit of confidence in myself. She’s right though, I could have anything I want if I weren’t so crippled by my fear of failure and rejection. Seeing as how challenging myself to Try New Things has been extremely rewarding I think it’s time to challenge myself even more.

So… Take What You Want (And don’t apologize for it!) is my new personal challenge. For once and all I’m going to break this ridiculous habit! No one else is going to get me a date with that guy. No one else is going to get me that promotion. No one else is going to get me the things I want except ME. And that’s that.